Having fun with the peeps

Today Syg went in NS. I don't really know what to feel but the sadness is there though i tried to numb those sadness, i cant.
In the afternoon, went out with my group of secondary school mates. They bring out the smile onto my face. Went swimming and imm. Fauzan like me. He's so adorable.
Overall, today was between sadness and happiness. I really need peoples to occupy my time so i wont always be thinking of syg:( its only been a day but i really felt like a month.
Ok k. Thats all the update for today! GN! Love you syg. And i miss you so much..